The Love is Unconditional...♥

One week ago...
"I'm done, I can't do this anymore." She packed up her things and said goodbye, for what she thought was going to be the last time. She bent down and gave the puppy a pet and a kiss. She was losing 2 things in the world that she never thought she would ever find. She had to turn her back and walked out on love.

That night, sleep was impossible. She woke up sweating, crying and thinking 'What have I done?'

Fast Forward a week...

She's laying on "his" couch. He says,"Are you cold?". She replies,"I'm freezing!". "Well, it looks like I need to cuddle you, that wouldn't be nice of me, to leave you cold."

With that, she falls asleep in the arms of the guy she knows she was born to be with.

Wishing for Better Days...♥

Have you ever made a decision without thinking that turned your whole world upside down? Feeling so helpless, lost, and confused?

Well, I had my first experience last night and I want to erase it!

My favorite movie quote♥

Honestly, when I first saw "The Holiday", I cried like a little girl through most of the movie! It wasn't necessarily a happy or sad cry! More like a cry because I've never had that feeling of "true love" or "true heartbreak" in my life! I'm thankful for not having the "true heartbreak" feeling! I was in love once, but that feeling faded when I lost all respect for the guy I loved! I cried for 2 minutes and NEVER DID AGAIN! I put that pain behind me and built up a wall! I am supposed to be "strong" and "okay"! So, everytime another guy left me saddened and disappointed, I realized that they taught me more about myself and that was what filled my heart! I grew to appreciate the men that left a little dent in my heart.

This is a great movie quote:

"I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you. And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. And you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade."

The "SweetlyTarted" Things I Do....

So, as it got to be 10 o'clock, Mr. Amazing was sitting on the couch thinking, 'I want some SweetTart Ropes'! Of course, in my busy schedule, I'd forgotten to pick up his BOX of them like I said I would :( Sad Story! He tells me he's going to the store to pick some up and DING...it hits me! I tell him to relax on the couch(he works harder than I do haha) and I'll pick them up!

So, I go the the local Maverik(they sell a box of 36 for $6) to pick them up! Remind you, it's 10:15PM, I haven't had my daily "relax a bath" yet, my hair is all over the place(naturally curly), the daily stress is on my face, and i'm having a VERY "blonde moment" day! Definitely not feeling my best! Anyways, I walk in and come to find out, they have 3 boxes arriving on order at that very second! So, YIPPEE....Instead of getting him one box, I was the amazing girl he's "dating" and brought him 3 :)